confidence is low

So the plan today was to get up and go down to the festival, pass the DVD with clips from the documentary to Tom and give him instructions, but that’s not what happened. I did go down there this morning, but there was one problem, no one else was there. Don’t get me wrong, the crews were there setting up, but the person I needed to see wasn’t there.  

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Now the plan is to go back down to the festival in two hours, and see what I can see, so I did. Back downtown, I look, and I look, and I look, for someone to help me and finally I find someone, Shirley. Shirley will help me find Dave. I didn’t know I was looking for Dave. So, me and two other women get into a golf cart made for two; I sit in the middle. And I always feel like I’m going to fall out of a golf cart, so I put my arms around one of the women so we don’t both fall out. And we drive and we drive and we drive until finally we find Dave. Dave takes the DVDs and says to come back in an hour and talk to someone else. SOMEONE ELSE? COME BACK? I can’t believe it, so I said okay. 


Now back at the festival for a third time, I look and I look for someone else, finally I find him and he is as uninterested about the documentary clips as he can be. And I said, “I’ve been working on this for a year, I want it to been seen,” and he says, "Huh." Great! It turns out that the guy has thirty clips of other stuff and he doesn’t know where any of it goes. So, I explain how to play my stuff and he says okay, I didn’t believe him. I’m not sure if anyone will see anything, my confidence is low.